Ive had a simple life, an easy life, a good life. I grew up with a family that loves me and all though my parents were never really together, i had a great childhood none the less. In a way i think i am a little spoiled. I don't know if it is because my parents were never together but most of my life i have gotten what i wanted and in a way i am scared to go off on my own into the big bad world after growing up to feel like i will always get what i want because when the time finally comes for things not to go my way, i wont be prepared. In fact i feel like i am not prepared for a lot of things. A lot of people are forced to take charge of their lives and learn how to fend for themselves because they grow up in not that great a home, which helps them become really strong and competent people. Others grow up in homes with rules and housework that prepare them for moving out and living on their own two feet. While some just grow up in bad homes and never manage to find their way. Like i said, i had a good, loving childhood but i did not grow up with rules or housework and i was not brought up to be a strong person, i am the type of girl that cant help but cry in a tough situation, so i wonder if i am ready to go of on my own? I suppose you just have to do it and eventually you will learn what you need to about living and about life.
Rissa x x x
No comments:
Post a Comment